(John) IT WAS THE MOTIVATION TO CHANGE, WASN’T IT?
(Joyce) IT WAS SO PAINFUL TO ME TO REALIZE THAT IT WASN’T EVERYBODY ELSE WHO WAS THE PROBLEM, BUT I HAD A BAD ATTITUDE,
I WAS MANIPULATIVE, I WAS CONTROLLING, I GOT DOWN AND DISCOURAGED EVERY TIME SOMETHING DIDN’T GO THE WAY I WANTED IT TO OR EVERY TIME SOMETHING DIDN’T GO MY WAY. IT WAS VERY HARD FOR ME BUT I REALLY FEEL — WE’RE GETTING READY TO TAKE A BREAK SO THIS MAY SEEM LIKE AN ODD WAY TO END THE FIRST HALF OF THE SHOW BUT I REALLY ALMOST WANT TO SHOCK SOME PEOPLE TODAY INTO THINKING: WOW, MAYBE I’D BETTER TAKE A SERIOUS LOOK AT MYSELF BECAUSE MAYBE SOME OF THE PEOPLE AROUND ME ARE GETTING KIND OF TIRED OF ME TOO AND IF I DON’T MAKE SOME RADICAL CHANGES, I MAY END UP A VERY LONELY MISERABLE PERSON.
(John) JOYCE, YOU’RE SO RIGHT. WHEN WE COME BACK INTO THE PROGRAM, IF YOU’LL ALLOW ME, I’D LIKE TO PLAY OFF OF WHAT YOU SAID BECAUSE I THINK A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE UNAWARE — THEY’RE TOTALLY UNAWARE THAT PEOPLE REALLY DON’T CARE FOR THEM.
(Joyce Meyer) I WAS. I REALLY HAD MYSELF CONVINCED IT WAS EVERYBODY ELSE. WE’RE GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT WHEN WE COME BACK. STAY TUNED. WE’LL BE RIGHT BACK.
